Monday, October 12, 2009
(File Closed (8th October 2009))
Hey guys...
this will be my 1st english update...
and maybe...the last update of my blog...
In the last thursday...
something bad had happen on me...
the one that I always belive...
she lies on me...
huh...truth reveal when someone ask me a question...
the question seem so straight foward and hurting...
"hey...why are you coming to school?"
huh?whats?i still confusing that why she suddenly ask kinda stupid question...
but the truth revealing slowly...question by question...one after another...
i got everything confuse...i found out that i being lies...
i cant bear anymore so that i leave the school after add-maths paper 1...
after back to my home...i still thinking of what she said...
from the deep in my heart i keep questioning myself...
"hey idiot!do you really think you are really know everythings about her?"
I dont know...but I THOUGHT i really knows!
but now...after the truth reveal...I back to my sucking life...
back into the world of dota and keep scolding people with bad words...
to release the anger in my heart...
In this few days...i never try to find her...
I never mean to blame her but from the deep in my heart...
I been HURTS...
after this...i dont know whether i should continue to shares everythings at here...
but i thinks...after that days...i wont share my secret with you guys anymore...
maybe i will only tell her...
or maybe i will not tell anyone...
and "digest" the sorrow in my heart...
by myself ^^
File Closed (8th October 2009)