Monday, October 12, 2009
(File Closed (8th October 2009))
Hey guys...
this will be my 1st english update...
and maybe...the last update of my blog...
In the last thursday...
something bad had happen on me...
the one that I always belive...
she lies on me...
huh...truth reveal when someone ask me a question...
the question seem so straight foward and hurting...
"hey...why are you coming to school?"
huh?whats?i still confusing that why she suddenly ask kinda stupid question...
but the truth revealing slowly...question by question...one after another...
i got everything confuse...i found out that i being lies...
i cant bear anymore so that i leave the school after add-maths paper 1...
after back to my home...i still thinking of what she said...
from the deep in my heart i keep questioning myself...
"hey idiot!do you really think you are really know everythings about her?"
I dont know...but I THOUGHT i really knows!
but now...after the truth reveal...I back to my sucking life...
back into the world of dota and keep scolding people with bad words...
to release the anger in my heart...
In this few days...i never try to find her...
I never mean to blame her but from the deep in my heart...
I been HURTS...
after this...i dont know whether i should continue to shares everythings at here...
but i thinks...after that days...i wont share my secret with you guys anymore...
maybe i will only tell her...
or maybe i will not tell anyone...
and "digest" the sorrow in my heart...
by myself ^^
File Closed (8th October 2009)
Sunday, October 4, 2009
(眼淚就是如此難以控制T_T)
昨天和同學們一起到zuridah和rushdun家作客...
吃了蠻不錯的一頓馬來餐~ xD
吃了以后我和班上那幾個華人就一起到jusco看tsunami咯...
補習朋友和我說過他看兩次都哭...
我知道我不是一個容易哭得人...
還是心理準備好才進場咯...
tsunami前場還是介紹人物和一些比較不重要的故事...
當tsunami來到只不過是一段很短的時間...
但只是幾個片段...生死離別的片段...我還是忍不住哭了...
我知道凱瑜,慧靖有哭...廣耀和榮峰也一樣...
人就是這樣...受不了生死離別...
尤其榮峰剛在感情上出了問題...還要看這種戲實在殘忍...
但我也不認為他有什么好難過...至少對我來說...
這不算愛情...不要跟我放屁...
也請某某人不要把分手唱得那么高調...
讓我很反感...很惡心你懂嗎?